(((((((((((specialdarkness)))))))))))))))

I admit, that sometimes helping other people with their cutting and self-injury tendencies pushes me over the edge and makes me want to hurt myself. It sucks, that when we try to help others we can wind up suffering because of it.

I've tried helping people who have been worse off than me (self-injury wise) and it always bites me in the butt. I hate the triggers that it causes. So, so so much.

You did good on six months. Keep trying. One moment at a time, however cliche that sounds.