Thank you nightbird for sharing this even when your so tired,

energy does flow mightily into the hands. when I'm holding hands in the 12 step groups and we are saying our closing prayer I can watch the energy flow to my hands and they get very hot and pulsate . I met a person not long ago who could do the same thing and when we held each others hand we almost combusted. I belive that energy that emitts through the hands is love,


I could have used this last night. I did my own Patricia kind of movement . I was to uspet to go skate. I ended up at barnes and nobel and in the entrance foyer my eye landed on a Knot book . ( LOL)

All the various kinds of knots and holds and why they were invented. I took it to the knitting section and then sat and looked through my selection but could not make the feelings go away . I tought distraction looking at other fiber artists beautiful creations would help. it didn't I started to go to the art section.

The sadness woud not let go so in haste and tears I stuffed the knot book in the knitting section. ( LOL) and as I aproached the front door there was a police man who I saw catch my eyes but then he asked if there was a book I forgot about That I was intending to purchase.

I guess he saw me in the foyer as i first walked in and picked up the knot book.

Gosh i was being stopped as a possible theif! I think the only thing I was trying to hide at that moment was my pain. had no bag and hidding a book up a skating skirt is just impossibe to get away with really! Thats all I needed and after a trip to krogers staring at the baked goods isle and retruning to my car I was overcome in sadness, I just let go and let the tears fall.

im just at my bottom . the pain is just right there all the tie now and its okay and i know why at least what its about where one point of origin is , only it has a long list of followers and they keep on comming ,

I like the vision of the man on the cross. His our streached arms in total surrender .

That does it for me . Its a very strong immage. that comes to me in times when I am over whelmed with pain. and don't now why or I do know why.

I like the thought of placing all the different areas of emotion with each finger . and they make sence to me .

The middle finger for anger . for instance.. ((((( LOL LOL OLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!)))))

does it work that if a finger pulsates , thats the emotion you are feeling? And if it doesn't pulsate then try another finger ?

LOL! I wish ....

Now to remember it all .
hey .

write it down on each finger ..

im doing a quick sketch now.

Thank you,
Patricia

Oh the ring finger .. worry angziety and nervousness ... LOL!!!! what organ does that connect with. It must be the heart.
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