Sherry, you're going to be going through some big changes soon. I think it's normal to feel the way you are, to some extent. Realizing that your depression and anxiety could make it worse, and also that they're causing you to feel the way you are now is a good sign.
Could you sign up to volunteer somewhere working with the same kinds of kids you're working with now? It would give you the incentive to continue to get out of bed every day and might even open you up for a paying position.
You already know you're welcome to spend as much time here as you need in order to stay strong, so I won't state the obvious.
(((((((((((((Sherry)))))))))))