I have my final exams coming up this week.

After 4years, I just want to get out of here. I have a job to go to, but only if I pass. But the pressure only makes me work less. People constantly saying to me, just work really hard for this last week and you'll be so happy when it's done. I just can't. I sit there and stare into space. I get tired and fall asleep. I start crying. I get stuck in the thinking that I'm useless and won't ever pass anyway.

It's too late to apply for extenuating circumstances, I thought about it before but I told myself I could manage this year without. Now I'm starting to doubt it.

So I suppose I just carry on how I am, half heartedly revising and just hope that I pass one or two out of the three.

I'm so screwed. Why can't I just get on with it.