RASSA FRASSA FN SOB @#$&*$!
SECOND time in two days i've completely lost a post. WTH forces are conspiring against me??!! BS

ARGH!!!

OK, cuz i made the effort earlier, i'll again compress what i wanted to say. HOWCOME I FORGET SO MUCH???

Needing to consult with a gynecologist and neurologist about these two things is not new. It comes around and around only to be confusing and forgotten over and over again.

Can abuse look like a tubal? Did someone nick my fallopian tube during a surgery and not tell me? That's AWFUL! What if all my stuff is undiagnosed epilepsy? OK, so a person can be abused, have a dissociative disorder, AND have a seizure issue but WHY does everything have to be so FN hard???

If my bio mom hadn't given me up for adoption would any of this have happened? Was it destined to happen no matter where i was?

My brain is going to explode.

Puzzle pieces forming pictures depending on what other pieces they touch...only to be left on the table and forgotten. Micro string theory of the brain.

i'm tired of this!