<font color="red"> </font> I am 24 and in a abusive marriage. It is more verbal and mental then it is physical. It has gotten physical twice. I am trying to leave but have no where to go for a permanent time and no money because my husband won't let me get a job. My 2 kids are not happy at all and I don't want them growing up in this anymore. I have so many self esteem issues and he doesn't do anything to make me feel any better. I could just use some encouraging words and some advice on how to leave without him knowing because he won't let me out of the house as it is. Thanks.