Asking for help is also very hard for me, I don't know why. I will sit in class completely lost, and let everyone just work around me. Then when I do get help I feel so childish. Last night I started to get physically sick, until I told myself in the mirrior that I must calm down. This moring I woke up much better, a little of a self pitty hangover and the test was not nearly as bad as I had feared. So like always it was all for nothing.