I agree gg, finding the truth inside sometimes feels like looking for a needle in the haystack. Its nice to know im not the only one with too much hay(stuff)

Im glad you fought the fear and posted 2b1! I have the exact same feeling with my t as well. Every appointment that goes by i get the "how dare she say that" feeling and yet by the end of the appointment i am glad as she made me look at something important and at the very least see a different possibility. She also has the annoying/great ability to not let me waffle a question. If i change the direction she will go back to her original question. She once asked me the same question 6 times in one appointment lol. Im really good at making excuses and shifting things to my benifit when need be so i need a t who can not be sidetracked by my story telling.