For a final I have in my last class this semester I have to make a mask- something that represents different aspects of me. I didn't think this would be so difficult but it is. I mean different aspects of myself when I am up or down, when I am on one of my many tangents??? I mean if I change my life completely over and over again, repeatedly, who am I really. If I have little control over myself while I am manic whose to say that that isn't the real me trying to come out?? This is all very confusing. And it is especailly frusterating because no one else in my class seems to have any trouble with it. Every one else all have permanent things that are them: permanent likes and dislikes and goals... none of which I have... I wonder if there is a real me or just my emotions. Where is the separation between emotions, moods and personality???? If anyone has any idea, do please share. need enlightenment...hope...anything...Feel like I am loosing a sense of myself that was never there... if it was never there, you would think I wouldn't miss it, but I do... <font color="pink"> </font>
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