I like to break things when that feeling comes around. It is like an anger but I can't place where the anger comes from. I feel all jittery and anything happening around me crawls up my nerves and makes me want to screem. When I was in the hospital the nurse suggested that I get some tiles from the hardware store and use a hammer to break them and then glue them into designs on a piece of wood. Sounds like a lovely idea but I have never tried it. Wouldn't it be nice if something like that would work. Perhaps it is the fact that it could work that keeps me from trying it because I crave that craziness and part of me doesn't want it to go away.
Carrie

<font color=green>Not knowing when the dawn will come, I open every door.--Emily Dickenson