I understand where you are coming from. I have spent months, even years trying to achieve 1 goal and then it seems I slip and I am back to where I started. I want to run and hide, but I can't so I am forced to go through this hell everyday. I know it's never as bad as I believe it's going to be. But it should not be so hard every single day just to do the basic things in life.
I am new to this group. I hope we can help each other.