What ravages of spirit conjured this temptuos rage....

created you a monster, broken by the rules of love.

And fate has led you through it

You do what you have to do.

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance....for a break that would make it ok...There's always some reason, to feel not good enough at the end of the day. I need some distraction, a beautiful release.
Memory seeps from my veins....let me be empty, weightless and maybe.....

I'll find some peace tonight.