You will Kyle,
Right now you have been focusing your energy and mind on her and your relationship. When you take a little time to really look around you I have no doubt you will find someone wonderful.

Find some way to let those feelings out in a positive way. Whenever I want to love someone I always find there is someone around me that needs it. I don't mean a romantic relationship but a grandma, aunt, friend, maybe even a stranger that I can give a little extra of myself to and I find that I get a huge personal reward for that.
As for someone to really love.....you'll find her, she's out there. Just keep being yourself.
More hugs!!
Heidu

The highest reward for a person's toil is not what they get for it, but what they become by it.
John Ruskin