specialdarkness, i care and yes, you would be very missed. when i'm so depressed i cannot see the light....but it is still there and waiting for you too. you are a child of god, jme. i am so sorry you feel you would not be missed. you would. you surely would. hang on and keep posting about what is bothering you if you feel comfortable to do that. in the meantime i know you are a person of value and worth. your life can have meaning again. hold on....hold on...we'll help you hold on. 
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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