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May 26, 2009, 03:26 PM
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Member Since: Mar 2009
Location: So Cal
Posts: 3,342
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I am in the middle of transitioning to a new T. Internally, all my parts are having difficulties with the transition. My old T and I decided we would drop back to sessions every two weeks and this is the first skipped week I've had.
I feel terrible inside. James is crying somewhere and is hurting so bad. The rest are just quiet and I think they are hiding...or numb...I don't know. But I can hear James crying and he is so at the surface right now.
I am seeing new T every week, but don't see her again until Saturday. This is so hard. I hate it. I've already called old T's voice mail just so I could hear her voice today and I started crying. Maybe I should write her a letter, or let James write something, but I don't know if he can.
Just really sad today and scared about the future!! 
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