I have been dreading it since last year.. Fathers day is right around the corner. Last fathers day my dad died. I saw the whole thing happen, i had my card in my hand the whole time and he did not get to see it. I work at a CVS and of course they decide to put all the fathers day cards right next to my department... I looked over this morning and saw the card i had for him last year and started hysterically crying at work. Its so painful, i feel like i see him everywhere i go. I found myself running in the door the other day to tell him some news and forgot he was not there anymore. I keep seeing him in my dreams and hes always trying to tell me something but i can never understand it. I miss him so much.. he was so young. its so unfair! he would have been 59 this year