ok so i no longer take zoloft, it is wellbutrin now. i still get kinda depressed. but here is my issue: i have changed my after high school plans NUMEROUS times. i have declared my attendance at three seperate schools this past year. while this may seem normal, it gets weirder. i am nto sure why but when i make these plans it doesnt really matter to me b/c i feel as if these plans will never happen n/e way. like to me, i make up just n/e plan b/c it wont happen kinda like i wont be around or something. i am confused by this. the only things i follow through w/ r cutting. although i have not done it since i got out of the hospital. i dont wanna get sent back! any help??????? please!