Dear ones, It's been my experience that when a little wants to write, and they often do, someone will help. i have also read about this as being true for others. could an older alter help James write to your former T? I'm sure it would help him a lot. I'm sad to watch you go through this, as i lost my T of 10 years very suddenly and so I realize how difficult this is. Please know that I care and support you as you struggle to come to terms with this unwanted change. if safe