Had to stop and see out angels on out anniversary. So very difficult! All that kept running though my brain was this is what I am going to do for the rest of my life!! Every holiday, every signigant moment in my family and I will have to go there to the cemetary so that in my heart of heartsI know that no celebration will be complete without stopping and acknowledging my baby buried there. Other than my memories her beautiful headstone is the only proof that she was here, that she deserved a life that was taken from her,,,,Damit I'm sorry, I know I am rambling. I jsut hate knowing I will be there for every birthday, holiday stuff like that for the rest of my friggin life. I mighta hit my emotional wall today.........
Sorry for the craziness of it, I jsut took my sleeping pill