Thank you guys so much for caring!

I think nowheretorun really hit the main issue here - the change of lifestyle.

When I was travelling I felt like I was experiencing the ultimate freedom -did what I wanted, when and where I wanted to do it.
And knowing that it couldn't last forever was also part of the fun. Kind of a condensed life experience.

Now I'm back in 'civilization' and I feel like I'm stuck in a rut. Though my job isn't bad the tought that this is what I'll be doing from now until retirement...

It's a far cry from walking down the golden beaches of Thailand.

The fact that I've stopped writing is also depressing me. I always thought I would become a published writer someday and I've completely lost the urge to sit down and commit words to paper.

Thank you guys for allowing me to vent here.