ok
so i may or may not be depressed cuz my problem basically was that I had lost all my confidence back and was started to think wat others think of me.
I then start to repair wat had gone wrong.
And occasionally get past hauntings but then i get over them within day or 2.
This time it took me a month cuz i had lost my repaired faith again but have gotten it back now.

Now the problem is that whenever im about to enjoy something or just study,this thought at back of my head comes in and tells me that " I CANNOT ENJOY-or STUDY cuz im thinkin wat others think of me(the past haunting) then i tell myself-NO!IM OVER IT!and try to enjoy but it gets stuck with me.

This has been going on for years-but not constant-sometimes it does sometimes it doesnt.

Now is this all in my head?or what?