Now I'm glad accepting my condition with bipolar the proof of that is I've been misdiagnosed with schizophrenia because when I went check up in psychiatry here in Philippines, They saw me in hostile and suspecting behavior toward my auntie and her husband. I have a basis why to suspect anyone because the neighbors of my aunt told me that she and her husband telling some bad gossip against me. The one who inform me that is my friend named Dana at the same time my aunt's neighbor. I trust Dana because when she borrowed something from me she returned it in good condition plus she treats me in a meal because her father in law owns a restaurant. She gives me a advise to cope with a burden life that i encounter til now. They base it in hostile and suspecting behavior because when in interview saying about my grudge against my aunt and her husband. One thing they didn't notice is the other symptoms of bipolar is paranoia or suspecting. I understand them because its all my fault that they misdiagnosed me. I know the real cause of bad gossip against me because before I went on seeing a psychiatry (one month before) I found out that I'm an aspie but i didn't accept it in 1st place either pattern of signs that posseses in me because it hurts me. So to confirm that I went on check up but I dont tell the exact about my real condition. So it lead on misdiagnostic.

Why did i have a bipolar? because i assess myself i and take some psychological exam and I prove that I dont have a schizophrenia and the results in exam that both bipolar and borderline is present in me. I mean it I have a mania ex: Nonstop talk and pressured, risky investment, irritable mood, and sometimes some anxiety and depression. After that I still assess way back in my childhood and i found out that since then i also possess an autistic spectrum disorder it categorize as aspergers syndrome by reading info about it and it match also in my behavior. I take an aspie quiz and the results is positive that i'm verylikely aspie the score is 158 out of 200. I believe I'm an aspie because there is a chance a person with autism will development other mental disorder such both bipolar and borderline personality disorder according in other referrence available online. Now I know the real cure of this both 3 disorder that i have but the problem is money and my parents dont want to support me when many times i told them. How sad I see the cure near but i cant reach. But the good news is a friend of mine is there to help me out. I hope i give a guide to accept your condition either in 1st place you didn't went on check up by checking on the internet or taking online test to avoid such misdiagnosed and mistakes.