Don't read this unless you are in a very good place.

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I had to go to the Doctors today to have a female medical procedure done. Now I had specifically asked for a male Doctor to do it because of 'reactions' I have had in the past. When I get there it is a female Doctor. I warned her that I might go into a 'shock' reaction. I flipping told her it might happen. Goodness sake! Anyway, low and behold I went into the 'shock reaction' luckily I don't remember much of it. But I did ask if I tried to punch her! The Doc said that I was a very good 'girl.' They obviously knew then! The nurse did ask me what causes that but I just said I don't know. I wasn't going to bloody explain it to her. Anyway it's done now but flip I feel so degraded and angry.