Thanks everyone. I really needed this boost to get me through today!!

I had my ED counselling and it was a really tough session. I was pretty close to tears a few times. We were talking about my twin and stuff and it just got me going quite a lot.

I have been very emotionally drained today, which has caused me to be physically crap and therefore almost fall asleep on the bus home from counselling, but I got home and crashed out on my bed after running some errands, sending off letters and such. I know Connor would have made me sleep first, but I couldn't sleep with that stress on my mind.

Jeez. My muscles ache like crazy and I keep getting the shakes and feeling quite weak. I guess it's all the stressing and moving and constantly thinking and doing something. Today was the first time since Friday that I've stopped and let myself chill out. I felt guilty for it though :-/

I could really do with just sitting with someone, talking lots and having a huge hug. Hmmm.