Bipolar I and borderline. ZTurns out that the two things they kept flitting back and forth between are what I end up getting diagnosed with... they got the results of the neuropsych exam that I'd taken in Nov. 2007, they talked to me more than I think I've ever talked to anyone about the crap that I've been dealing with, and I actually feel like they give a damn about me... I told them things I've never told ANYONE. I'm on Seroquel for starters... by Thursday night, I'll be up to 300. My doc believes in starting out on the meds like a baby with solids... one thing at a time, so you know what side effects are which and so that we can find out what works for me. I like it... way less complicated than anything else I've dealt with. I'm still just kinda numb to it all.
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This above all: to thine own self be true,
And it must follow, as the night the day,
Thou canst not then be false to any man.
Farewell, my blessing season this in thee!
~William Shakespeare~
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