Just came back from my doctor's, I had planned on going back to work on monday and hopefully work only 4 out of 5 days, but according to my doctor I have to go back at a slower pace, 2 days the first week, then 3 days for a little while and so on...I am glad I am going back but so worried, worried about not being able to do the things I used to...driving these days is hard, everything is hard...Not to talk about the financial strain of all this.
Also, I am so sad when I think about my relationship with my 2 daughters, so sad about what to do with my ex coming back into my life as more than a friend...so sad about isolating myself and enjoying it...
I feel like a shadow of my former self, today I met a colleague from work and I had the hardest time keeping a normal conversation, how will I deal with 20-30 people???
Just so tired and sad....
So glad I found this site where I feel people understand no matter what I write, thank you all!