Manda86... this I recognize in myself. I'm pretty often co-conscious and that makes it all so confusing... That's when I just can't figure out who on Earth I really am...
With my family it doesn't show that I switch... I manage to keep up the "good" front. Certain things trigger the other part of me to appear but it doesn't happen when I'm "my Swedish self". Talking English is the foundation of it all... it seems.

Manda86... does this make you feel like a fake in front of your family? I feel like that.

(((((((( Manda86 )))))))))