Well, perhapsbelligerent, may I call you PB?....Looks like you've done pretty well for yourself.....up to this point....You've went through loss, you've went through prison....Paid your dues....and now you have a place (where the roof don't leak), a job...so you can feed yourself......And only fear of the future......
Well it sounds to me that most of the 'horror' in your life is behind you....
I know the 'friend' issue too.....Don't they all seem to just 'want' something? That's human nature.......deep connection with friends come with 'time'.....and friends will come and go (and some of the friends you wished would 'never' leave go). I cry about friends I've lost....(They haven't died...they just left...left me empty too).
You need people who care about you?.....Well you've come to the right place...
I'm not watchin TV with ya, but, by golly I'll listen to what you got to say...
And Thanks for postin..................the yutzman..