(((((((((((idontknow)))))))))))))

I know how difficult it is to act normal around other people. When my depression kicks in I get so stuck inside my own head I can't react to anything appropriately, which means I get distracted, forget what I'm talking about, always seem a beat behind in my conversations ... it's very frustrating and very annoying. Just try your best to get through work one hour at a time, then one day at a time, and try not to get too hung up on the difficulties -- be proud of the things you accomplish, like actually making it in to work!

As for the other stuff, sending you hugs while you figure it all out.