I know I am in the midst of a bipolar cycle but am having a difficult time trying to figure out if my symptoms are part of a hypomanic episode. I am not right today and that is precisely why I have medicated myself with the seroquel because it knocks the craziness and bad thoughts out of my head. My memory is wiped out going back a week or so, I feel like I am having a jagged edge kind of sensation where I am not feeling complete. I know I have drifted out of the safe zone of where the lithium usually keeps me and have wandered into the land of out of control feelings. I can sort-of trace this back a week or so and see when I started to have the decline and fragment off into little pieces or so it seems.

Can anyone relate to what I am saying?