i am so sorry for what you are going thru. about the Rx can you have your pdoc give you the written prescriptions and try to get them filled somewhere for cheap at the places already suggested? i know i see commercials where prescriptions are only $4 at walmart. and my local pharmacy (a large chain) has a new very low cost program as well. if you really need your meds then please don't go off them. are there any schools or clinics where you could get free/low cost therapy? i know it is a huge hassle to find these things but don't give up! please take gentle care of yourself.