I did about the same thing as you but it ended up being that all fired rollercoaster....just can't get it right. From just about right most of my life, to way too low, to 90 lbs more, then back to way to little. It seems like it would be hard on the body, not knowing where it is, & oh crap, the closet is full of cloths for any size person. I would be in one size one month & the next, 2 sizes lower or higher. I could open a clothing store right in my house & be able to accomodate any size as long as they are short.

My riding instructor asked me if I had a show jacket, I told her that the one I bought when I was underweight last time fits perfectly....she was wondering because she didn't remember what size I was the last time I bought anything like that & her fiancee has a gorgeous royal blue one from when he was 17....thought it would be perfect for me.

I think the aliens have already taken over so no need to worry...they blend in real well & maybe they are the ones giving us the good advice.

I'm sure you won't be dead in a few years..the body seems to have points at which is stops in both directions if we are aware of the problem & don't let it take over our thinking.

You'll be ok,
Debbie