I'm getting myselves all worked up and stressed out about all the things that are coming up in the next few days. I know to some ppl these things are no biggy. But for me and mine it's choas.

Ok, tonight our friend is coming by to bring tables and racks over for our yard sale saturday morning. This is going to be my first ever yard sale. My hubby will be at work and our friend Robin won't be here till she gets off of work saturday morning. She works 3rd shift so she won't get off till 7am. And I need to be up and out setting things up before then. So I'll be doing it by myself till she gets here. This is stressing me out.

Tomorrow I have T. So besides getting my stuff together and marked for the yard sale I have to go to T. These last few weeks have not been the easiest for us what so ever. T actually wanted us in the hospital at one point, but we refused to go. So I have to deal with all of this and yard sale stuff.

And I know some might say put off the yard sale to later. But we are having the yard sale to earn vacation money. We're leaving for vacation on the 9th of June. So I have to get the yard sale done this week-end.

On monday I have to go to the doctor for my annual female exam. I hate going. It's an ALL DAY thing. I go to the health department and I've been there sometimes up to 5 hours. ( I'm bring my book and MP3 with me) But I'm really really worried about the exam. I've been having knock down bend me over pain in that area. I'm not sure if it's a woman thing or my digestive disorder. All I know is my head starts thinking the very worst. So I'm trying to stop my head from spinning out of control with all the things I have to do and all the things that can go wrong.

stop brain stop!