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The "white lies" didn't bother me all that much, like I said before, I thought that was normal 'cause I see it on tv all the time. After he abandoned me and I learned a few of the other lies he had told me -- well, that was a different story all together. These were major lies: pretending to work at places that didn't exist, getting fired and not saying anything but pretending to go to work every day, stealing money from our bank account, borrowing money regularly from my dad and hiding it, said he had a military background when in reality he had never even tried to enlist, not showing up for work even when he promised me and his boss -- these are the types of lies that I'm talking about. I feel like such an idiot!!
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" I don't wanna be the girl that has to fill the silence. The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth. Please don't tell me that we had that conversation, 'Cause I won't remember, save your breath 'cause what's the use?
Aahh, the night is calling, and it whispers to me softly, "Come and play". Aahh, I am falling, and if I let myself go I'm the only one to blame.
I'm safe, up high, nothing can touch me, but why do I feel this party's over? No pain, inside, you're like perfection, but how do I feel this good sober?" (From the song "Sober", by Pink)
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