i've been thinking about this a lot and i'm just gonna write it so maybe i stop thinking about it a lot. It doesn't seem logical but every day i log on here i have this thought.

i feel like a thread killer. It seems like a lot of times when i post the thread dies. i feel kinda like i must be repulsive or annoying or something bad to have this effect. It feels weird. i don't do well with weird.

Oh well.