Honey, it ain't easy what you are going through......

he was so peeed off that he left. I raised my son on my own from a baby......no-one wants to do it, but the outcome if he had stayed would have led me onto a much more dangerous path......my son who is now 14 never knew his father until he was 12. My sons father was in and out of jail and just not very good person, to me, or my son.

He committed suicide on Xmas day 2008.......my son had known him for 2 years. What can I say? I do not know the intricacies of your relationship, but if you are at this point, I would seriously consider leaving. What support do you have? Parents, friends, priest? I only had my father.......I was too violent to have any real friends and my mother was out of the picture.

Take care of you and your child........14 years later, I am in a wonderful relationship with a man who loves my son and I to bits for who we are.......you shall have that too.......have faith, and we are here..... Oh and by the way, my boy is a CHAMPION!! he is a tough kid but sensitive and he has a good life.......you can do it!!!