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Originally Posted by Rohag
Jay, what you say seems familiar. Feel free to ignore the following nosy questions:
Have you tried to help yourself and not been successful, OR have you not found a way or the focus/energy to help yourself?
So...you can make friends, yes? You feel you "push them away." What do you mean?
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Rohag,
It's a bit of both of what you said.... I know I need and want the help but I'm afraid of what will happen if I do get a T, and the other problem is I've never in my life been able to stay focused on something for longer then a minute. Even writing this, I find myself more interested in that stupid pen that's just sitting on my desk.
As for friends, I can make them but I always twist what they say to make something a big problem and they never want to talk to me again, that's how I push them away. But I can't stop doing it, it just happens and by the time I realize it... it's to late.