emotional abuse. Constant emotional abuse = home. She doesn't mean to do it. but it happens. I feel trapped, I die emotionally within a week. I'm dead emotionally, I'm on overdrive just because of the threat that's been there. I didn't get on the train today... my Dad might be coming to pick me up tomorrow... my bf is leaving today. Should have left a while back. So scared. Dunno what to do.

I feel like going back for the whole summer will mean I will get worse nd therefore will make me unable to go back to school next semester which means I can't get better, endless cycle. Or even worse I won't be able to hide whats going on when it goes boom this time because I DON'T HAVE A ROOM at home ... any place to hide in... an they'll send me somewhere