I hope things go well for you today at the PT.

Remember things have got to get better. Remember that hubby needs to understand and stand behind you. "In sickness in health!" Sometimes they need to be reminded that we still need them and their support. It's tough on the family to deal with this. I especially notice it with my kids... they look at me like I'm an alien sometimes. Especially when I'm so cranky that all I can do is thrash at all I love.

By the way... I was at your stage at one time. So depressed that I couldn't function, feed the kids, or go to work. Which I lost my good paying job by the way. My mother would come and scream at me, "what is your problem?" She still doesn't understand my illness... and it's hard for most people to understand. After all... who could be on a high for a couple days and come crashing down to being depressed the next week.

Good luck and I will look forward to hearing how things go for you today!