Thank you all for the support,
Family doc is contacting trauma center to see if they will reconsider, if not then we go back to trying to find a T here in town.
I am trying hard to be optimistic, and trying hard to remember I am not alone, but sometimes it is just to overwhelming.
That is why I value this site so much, I'm NOT alone and have found a huge circle of support and friendship.
There are no words to describe how that feels.
So thanks to all, and maybe we can all get through this together after all?

Tracy