Since it's storming out, why don't we have a bonfire of that brush pile eh? All the worries and pain can go up in smoke for a bit and you can breathe and just listen to the crackle and be mesmerized by the dancing flames.
((((((((((((((((((((((( muffy, friends, family )))))))))))))))))))))))
I'm sorry it all seems to be hitting you all at once. No wonder you are in a state right now....perfectly understandable hon. Please do what you can for yourself so you can continue to be the wonderful woman we all know and love. We're here for you.....broad shoulders and ears at the ready!

sabby