yeah I get u
My problem is that I think Im over my ' past ' that day 3 yrs ago when i was bullied-and for the upcoming yrs-my perception about things changed------this year id been doing much better but a month ago-I was like why does it keep coming back?I need to solve it once and for all!!!!

And whenever Im about to enjoy anything,like studying,watching TV,listening music,all this time,Im just trying to get the bad thouhgts outta ma head.