Thanks, RDRK. What you have just described with the ups and down is exactly what is happening to me except the days of depression or hypomania are shorter in duration.

I can't believe how much this forum and the kind people who respond has helped me feel that things are going to be bearable, AND, the level of compassion and understanding that I am getting is something else.

Thank you to everyone for your vote and words of wisdom!

Slick