TPND, how do you think this set up got in place with everyone depending on you at your expense?..............................................

Yes, you set it up this way......................

But now you see very clearly that this isn't so good and you are doing what you need to to change things. Just part of your journey..........

Could all of your ill physical feelings be from the move and the disorganization of the new place??????? You will settle. One thing at a time and don't feel like you have to get everything done at once okay?