I think the illness is because of the move and disorganisation of the new place.. I know that it's messy and lots needs to be packed away and such.

You know me, I always feel like everything has to be done at once. Heh. I keep tripping over all these boxes and just over anything. I keep feeling exhausted by the end of the day everyday. Sometimes by just 5pm. By 7pm, I can be asleep. It's horrible. I'm never normally like this. I know I'm putting a lot on myself, I'm even doing some stuff for Jason on Sunday for a fun day type thing for a guy from here that died in January. I shouldn't be doing it because it's something else to drag me down and keep me away from doing those boxes, therefore get me more stressed out for not doing them. Gahhh. Everything I'm saying is confused and messy. Sorry.

I'm exhausted and just need to stay in bed for a day, but yet... I won't let myself. I feel like I'm letting others down otherwise. Supposed to be going out tonight, but I really don't feel up to it, but I won't let myself not go because I'm letting others down again... See?

Blah. I feel sick. I'll update you all tomorrow. For now, I have stuff to do again.