everyone i've met/known with d.i.d. has had struggles with the thoughts in their minds. i've been thinking no one likes me anymore because i had to back off writing when i began to spend 18 hours or more a day on my computer and it got too weird. we all have lies that try to trick us into thinking they are truth.

the bad people who hurt littles with r.a. do super-sicko things to the children's minds and it is EVIL. if we all felt free to actually write the uncomfortable, painful thoughts we have we would find that many of them are very similar or even exactly the same. those people did all they could to get me to hate myself enough to destroy my only life. they failed. all of them failed because we are all still here and we are doing what we can to live, heal, grow, change and maybe have some fun!

truth is even people who have no "disorder" or specific problem struggle with false thoughts and some insecurities. it is just what happens to humans. try to be kind to yourself and stand up to the lies you hear inside of your own mind. i will try and do the same. hugs if you want them,

leslie and pixies