Meso--you have been really supportive to us. I have similar thots about thread stopping etc. I had a friend who is ra---i understand the thinking and the confusion. i am not ra but have many similar thots. very very frustrating and scary for sure.

as far as the exploding egss----
i'm thinking that after i had a good meltdown, i would have laughed myself
silly, taken pictures to prove my story--would be thinking no one would belive i did this ---and invest in LOTS of post-it note pads. For real, I have post-it notes everywhere!!!! And I have burned or ruined many suppers because i didn't remember something was started in the kitchen .
Would make a great word picture.