Welcome to Psych Central Kankapoo!
Meds usually take a few weeks to get into the system, so stopping them probably wasn't such a good idea. I hope you have a Doctor and therapist to talk things through. I know taking meds can be hard but they can help to get you through those rough patches.
I don't think you are a weird person at all!
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