thanks for the responses.

i havent really thought about a depression group. i did ok in NA meetings, it was nice meeting people. most of them either relapsed or went their seperate ways in those, so i found it hard to take them serious.

but generally i do well in groups. I'll have to do some online research to find a group and try it out. beats sitting at home watching the tube.

thanks for the kudos too, sometimes it does make me feel strong to sit back and realize what i've been through in the last few years. but then again, sometimes i look around and think it really wasnt worth it. I'm not happy where my life is at. i guess i have faith it will change, but im not really sure where it comes from. it's not always there either.

anyway... thanks. youre very warm people.