i know it's very scary worrying about being believed. That's a really really big problem for me too. But right now i think it would be good to remember what's most important is getting what you need and stopping what's not. You need to stop seeing a counselor/therapist who is inappropriate and/or abusing you and find one that is appropriate. For that, it doesn't matter if they believe you or not. All that matters is you don't want to see that counselor anymore. No one can make you see her. Tell them you wish they'd believe you (and that fear may or may not be true) but even if they don't, you can't work with that person. You deserve so much better. If you need help to get what you need i hope you'll ask a trusted person to help you.